Flaws and All...

*Okay so I tried something new with this post. I wrote from the perspective's of Safaree and Nicki. Tell me if you like it this way or the way i normally write it. Sorry if I break from writing in 1st person but It's new to me so don't judge. I hope you like this chapter, I tried making it long like the last one but I don't think I succeeded.*

Nicki stood on set watching the crew pack everything from the final scene. Steven had called 'That's a wrap!' 30 minutes ago. Nicki had done it. She had completed her first major motion picture movie, with her name pulling the weight. It was both an exciting and mortifying moment. The movie was now in the hands of the editor. She hoped she gave him enough to work with. Now she got to go home back to to the states and see her friends and family. Their flight left the day after tomorrow. tonight they were going to go to Mai's house and celebrate the wrapping of the movie.

@NICKIMINAJ: *Sighamese twins* It's a wrap Barbz.

"Mommy look what Jonté gave me." Zaria ran over with a kimono dress.

"Let me see." Nicki looked down at the dress then up at Jonté who was making his way over to them. "We are going to have to buy her another suitcase if you keep giving her all these clothes. She has already taken up space in me and SB's bags."

Jonté was a cute little Asian boy who worked in the wardrobe department. Him and Nicki became close after Jonté got her together on set while she was trying to throw a DIVA fit.Nicki rarely had anyone speak to her that way which made her take a liking to him. She wanted someone who was going to keep it real with her and not let her get on screen looking a hot ass mess. He simply explained to her that day that she couldn't bring Nicki Minaj the rapper into this movie because it wasn't about her. She had to bring Onika the actor into this new creative space and then proceeded to throw the multicolored leggings into the garbage and handed her some black ones and walked off.

"Oh I can give you the highway scene outfit and the coffee shop outfit and the boots from the Triad scene but i can't spoil her a little bit? That's just selfish." he crossed his arms.

Nicki laughed and handed Zaria back the Kimono. "Well she hasn't put in work like I have."

"Honey the day she helped me talk you out of wearing that God awful blue sequence dress, that right there was all the work I needed to let her walk through the racks kids clothes we had and take whatever she wanted."

"OK I guess she did do a good job on that one." Nicki ran her hand over Zaria's hair. "Jonté is there any way I can steal you away and you come work for me in the states?" Nicki put on her best pouty face.

"I'm on the first thing smoking as soon as I finish up my studies here."

"Then you can come work for us and get me pretty clothes like this?" She stroked the silk kimono.

"If your mommy still wants me in six months then sure I'll find you all kinds of pretty clothes."

"Don't worry I'm reserving a spot for you, it's here whenever you get to the U.S." Nicki reached out for a hug.

"It's been an honor styling you. Have a safe trip back, send a cute Asian boy a post card some time."

"I will and you be good, finish strong in school babe. See you later."

"Bye princess Zaria." he bowed and she curtsied.

"See you later Mr. Jonté."

Nicki was really gone miss the people in China. They were so polite, well when they weren't trying to somewhere. They reminded her of New Yorker's then. Nicki looked down at Zaria then noticed her shoes. Gone were the pink and purple Jordan's she wore out the house now black leather calve high boots took their place.

"Z-bear where did you get those boots?"

"Huh." Zaria looked down then giggled. Looking back up she spotted her dad coming over the hill and took off running. "Daddy look what I got?" she leaped into Safaree's arms.

"Hey munchkin what you been up too?"

"Avoiding my question." Nicki answered for her.

"Are you ready to head back to the house?" Safaree kissed her. A little too long for Ethan's liking.

"Daddy mommy's a girl you're going to catch cooties. Girls are gross." They broke from they're kiss.

"Oh yeah then why were you holding Mio's hand yesterday when we were playing?" Daria blurted out then laughed. Nicki raised her eyebrow. Safaree smiled.

"Was not." he denied then looked up at Nicki. "No I wasn't mommy."

"Ethan, my man." Safaree was happy his son was showing interest in girls. And he had good taste to Mio was a  pretty little girl.

"Safaree it's not cute." Nicki scolded. Ethan was her baby and she was the only girl in his life that got to hold his hand.

"Nicki he has to grow up sometime."

"Who says?" She picked up Ethan and laid his head on her shoulder. "I don't want to talk about it anymore. Let's go." She began walking to the car. I'm going to have to keep an eye on little miss Mio.

Dinner Party

I watched as Zaria walked up to the driveway in the Asian styled wooden sandals that dude Jonté gave her. The struggle was real to say the last. She's just like her mother with that Beauty is pain shit, Nicki would go through an agonizing four hours at events just to be cute then I have to rub her feet for an hour. Women. Daria on the other hand I could hang with, simple t-shirt, jeans, sneakers and she was ready to go. I just wish her self-esteem was high like her sisters.

"Safaree?" Mai brought me out of my thoughts.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, just thinking." I looked down to Nicki staring at me weird. "You OK?" she mouthed, I nodded yes.

Mio came running to the door smiling from ear to ear.

"Ethan guess....oh hi Ms. Nicki and Mr. F1." I loved when she called me that. Seeing Nicki roll her eyes at Mio made me chuckle a bit. I had her calling me all kind of names last night so she had no room to judge.

"Ethan I found a frog in the garden earlier come see." Mio grabbed Ethan's hand.

Nicki gave Mio a dirty look. I grabbed her hand to calm her a bit. Looking at Ethan I waited for his response because just like me my son don't do bugs, amphibians or any other animals that weren't your basic household pets.

"I don't know Mio, Ethan doesn't like-"

"Sure Mio." Ethan cut Nicki off. Mio jerked him forward and they sprinted off.

"Mio what about the girls? Don't be rude." Mai said.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to be. Would you like to see the frog too?"

"I do." Daria ran over to her.

Zaria looked down. "No I don't want to get my dress dirty."

As the three ran off the rest of us stepped into the living room.

Nicki's POV

Mai had a beautiful home. It was silver themed mixed with some brown. Nice big windows, brown leather couches. Tiled for the most part with and area rug in the sitting area. Nice high ceilings and her fire place was  lovely. I wish I had a home.

"I'm sure this is nothing like your home Nicki." Mai handed me a Mojito.

"It's cozy here. I have a house not home. But maybe one day I'll have all this." I didn't want to sound depressed about it but like any other girl I want that American dream life. White picket fence, husband, and kids. 1 out of 3.

"Safaree will swoop you up soon. Trust Mai, she knows best."

"Mai why you speaking in third person?" I laughed trying to get of the topic. I looked around and Safaree was talking to some of the crew members that had arrived. Daria and Ethan were outside playing with some of the other kids that had come with they're parents. Zaria stood at the sliding door looking out at them play. My poor baby, trying to be cute got her missing out.

"Z-bear come here." she walked towards me stumbling in her shoes. "I have some play clothes for you in daddies bag if you want to go play and not get your outfit messed up."

"No. I like my dress, I want people to see me in it."

"Alright baby." I know the feeling of you having a new outfit and not enough people seen you in it so you go everywhere that day to make sure everyone sees. Now I wish I could be invisible when I went out.

"Nicki come over here I have some people that want to talk to you. Possible business ventures." Mai took my hand and lead me to a bunch of Asian men. They bowed when I made it there, I can get used to this.

Later that night me and Safaree were sitting on the couch watching the get together become a live party. The kids were out back playing on the jungle gym. I finally convinced Zaria to come out of that dress and go play.

Mai's youngest daughter Ming Lee, who was about 3, came running into the living room after the family dog. When the dog came to a halt it caused Ming Lee to collide with her and she flew backwards landing on her butt. The three year old giggled getting up off the floor and hugged the retriever around her neck.

"Bobo." she said rubbing the dogs mane.

The triplets came running in from outside and huddled around BoBo petting her.

"Mommy can I have a dog?" Zaria asked.

"Yeah me too mommy." Daria chimed in.

"No girls." Nicki didn't like the road this was heading down.

"Mommy Pweasee?" Oh, so now they pullin that twin shit?

"Don't start that, I said no."

"Mommy why not?" Zaria asked giggling as BoBo licked her face.

Nicki opened her mouth but nothing came out.

"Daddy please?" Daria begged.

I noticed the guest looking at the girls smiling. I don't know why, with they ugly self. Always trying to get something with them big pretty ass eyes.

"Why you tyring to get daddy yelled at?" I sipped my soda.

"I'm not daddy, I love you." she pouted. See, what I tell you? I can't blame she's a chip off the old block.

"We will see when we get home but I'm not promising anything." Nicki looked like she was internally kicking herself. "Now go play."

"Come on BoBo." Mio shouted as she ran back outside with all the kids trailing her.

"Softy." I wrapped my arm around her waist.

"Leave me alone. I'm sure they got away with murder while I was away."

She looked me in my eyes and that's when I noticed she wasn't wear her contacts. Staring back at me were the pretty brown I had fallen in love with so many years ago. The ones that used to look up to me crying for help when her father would go into one of his fits.

"Why you staring at me like that?" she sipped her Mojito and that's when I realized she had that glossy look to her eyes. She's drunk. Let me get her outta her. These Chinese folk to not need to see Onika in action.

"No reason. Why don't we go home. It's past the kids bedtime and I wanna cuddle with my baby."

"Really Faree?" she grinned wide. If that will get yo' drunk ass in the car.

"Yeah."

"Alright let me say goodbye to everyone and you get the kids." She kissed me adding a  little tongue at the end. See her ass don't know how to act but I love her crazy ways.

The next day Mai took the kids on one more outing before we left tomorrow. It gave us a chance to go out and explore China by ourselves. Me and Nicki were walking back from the market. Tonight I was going to try and make an Asian themed dinner. We have Pepto on stand by.

As we were talking these two Asian girls walked by. The taller one stopped and said hello to me, I smiled and waved. The small one extended her hand.

"Hi my name is Tamayo, how are you doing?"

"Great now that I've seen you beautiful ladies.?" they giggled.

I smirked a bit, these hoes are feeling way to special. They act like they didn't see me with Nicki. I turned back to Nicki, she had a "Negro have you lost your everlasting mind?" look on her face. All hell is going to break loose when we get home.

"Alright ladies it was nice meeting you but i have to get back to my girlfriend."

"Naw don't do me no favors." Nicki walked through the gate and up to the house.

"Nicki, what i do?" I laughed as i ran behind her. It's cute when she gets jealous. I closed the door behind me then caught her by the arm.

"Get off me Safaree."

She yanked away but I grabbed her again.

"Hey calm down. What was I supposed to do the short one was thick, you know I have a weakness for small thick girls." She started punching me in the chest then grabbed the keys out her purse.

"Where are you going?"

"To find that bitch and beat her ass." I laughed.

"Babe chill." I grabbed her and picked her up because she will find her. "I was joking."

"You laughing but you know I will. You play to much." She scowled as took her across the room and put her down.

"Why you always trying to fight?"

"Why you always trying my gangsta?" she rolled her eyes.

"Nobody tried your gangsta." I kissed her cheek then went to kiss her lips but she turned away. I hoisted her against the wall  making her wrap her legs around me. "What i tell you about keeping my kisses?" I bit her left breast.

"Owww Safaree."

"Give me my kiss."

"No."

I bit her again.

"Oww."

"Give it here and it bet no be no weak one either." She looked own at her boobs and seen the two marks forming. Nicki pulled my head to her and  snaked her tongue passed my lips and began tonguing me down.

"Why do you like to make me mad?" Nicki asked in between kisses.

"Them hoes don't mean anything to me, I have what I love right here." I started kissing her again then felt a sharp pain in my bottom lip. "What the hell was that Nicki?"

"They bet not mean shit to you." we had a stare down.

"They don't. I love you girl." She pecked my lips. "You broke skin babe."

"Let me kiss it and make it feel better." she sucked on my bottom lip. "The kids will be back soon."

"Then you better take care of this quick then." I let her feel my dick.

"I can fix that with no problem. Give me maximum 10 minutes."

"Oh? Your shit that good?" I put her down.

"You better act like you know." She pulled me up to the bedroom by my shirt.

3 Months Later

"Tonight ladies and gentlemen we have a very special guest. It's her first time visiting us here at Letterman studios. Please give her a warm welcome so she will come back again, ladies and gentlemen Nicki Minaj."

I heard the roar of the crowd and made my way to to stage. Looking into the audience I spotted my two mini-me's front row clapping their little hearts out. Looking at everyone else I waved making my way to Dave. He stood and helped me to my seat before sitting himself. The crowd died down.

"So how are you Ms. Minaj?"

"I'm very well thank you. You?"

"Still kicking. Doing much better now that I have you sitting in front of me." I blushed. "You have a very beautiful smile."

"Thank you. Dave don't you have a wife?"

"And thank you for bringing me back to reality." The crowd broke out into laughter. "So I'm not going to ask you all the background questions because we all know. You're no knew kid to the block."

"My fans are probably clapping at the screen for that. They hate it when people ask me the same questions from 10 years ago. So they're loving you for that now."

"Well I'm glad because I've heard about how your, what are they called Barbz?"

"Yes my Barbz and my Ken Barbz to you guys but they will always be my babies."

"Well yes the Barbz, I've heard how they can attack if they don't like what is said about you."

"My babies don't attack. They let people know they're place and not to disrespect me. They are very protective and I love it."

"Okay I'll make sure not to say anything crazy. I see we have the little ones here with us today." he gestured towards the kids. Daria was whispering something in Zaria's ear. The audience let out an "awww". "We're one short where is the boy?"

"Ethan is at home with his Nana, he didn't feel to good today."

"And the dad, he is also your hypeman. He is usually everywhere you are but he's not here either."

"No he had business to take care of so that's why the girls are with me today. I'm just like any other mom, when I don't have someone to watch my kids then they come with me."

"You could hire a nanny."

"Nope, my mom didn't have a nanny. When she needed to be somewhere I had to tag along, I'm from that old school parenting."

"Can we invite them up? Girls do you wanna come up on stage?" Dave asked. They slide off the chairs and walked hand in hand onto the stage. "Can we get them a mic?" A man rushed out handed Daria the mic and rushed back off. "So what are your names?"

I sat back and watched my babies work their charm on the audience. I didn't mind that the spot light was on them for a change. It was a rarity that they were in the public eye like this, every once in awhile didn't hurt.

"So Nicki let's dive right into Janus Hunt. What is this movie about?"

"Well it's about a girl named Janus Hunt, she's from a well off family. She had a very good child hood up until her mother died from being shot when she was 13. Her father was an officer then became a detective. She picked up on a lot of his skills. As an adult she becomes a female assassin, one day her father is murdered while still on the hunt for who killed her mother. Janus believes that both her parents murders were carried out by the same person. So she goes on the hunt to find justice for her parents."

"And this is an action movie right?"

"Yes I trained for months to get my body in shape and to build my endurance. Then worked with a stunt coordinator."

"You do the stunts?"

"Yes, every stunt you see is actually me. I have pics of the bruises to prove it."

"Well we have a clip. Do you wanna watch it?" he asked me.

"I mean it's here, we don't have anything else to do." the audience laughed at our bland faces.

"What do you guys want to do? Do you wanna watch the clip?" Daria had her head propped in her hand and Zaria was picking at the sparkles on her dress.

"Um which one is it mommy?"

"The one where I'm on the waterfall with Mr. Frank." she contorted her face.

"You were on a waterfall?" Daria asked.

"Yes girls you hadn't came to visit me yet." they made they're mouths into the O shape.

"Yes Mr. Dave let's watch it." Zaria said.

Once the clip wrapped up David promoted the movie and thanked me for being there. Once they yelled clear they took the mics and me and the girls were off. I had to go check on my baby. The three of us piled into the range and the driver pulled off. I checked twitter.

@NICKIMINAJ
Superstars in the making. RT @NolaaBarbiee: Zaria & Daria were too cute tonight. So funny.

@NICKIMINAJ
BEWP! RT @NickisCareBear: Yoooooo her own stunts my nigga>>>>>>>>

@NICKIMIANJ
OOP! RT @AshleighhMinaj: Nicki sound like she bout to be a bad ass in this movie. Angelina who?

@NICKIMINAJ: I feel like the Barbz will like it, It's the rest of the world I'm worried about. *Sighamese twins*

Safaree's POV

Me and Nicki decide to have a movie night after we put the kids to bed. I finally got her to watch the Paranormal Activity movies. She was all up under me during the first one and half of the second one but after that she was laughing and shouting at the screen. Then she had me watching Holiday Heart, Ving Rahmes should have never done that movie. Now Nicki is currently doing that obnoxiously cute laugh talking about Chris Tucker in Money Talks.

"No, when he dove over the counter to get away from the cops. I can't." She had tears rolling down her face.

It really wasn't that funny. I wish she would hush so I can tell her something more like ask. I hope she doesn't freak out and over think this.

"Nicki you know I love you more than life it's self right?"

"Yes babe." she trying to stop laughing.

"And you know I'd do anything for you. You don't ever have to worry if you're safe when I'm around."

"I know." Nicki was still recovering from her giggles.

"Marry me." the room went silent. Our eyes were now locked. I was trying to read her mind.

"What?" her smile faded.

"Marry me. I don't want to wait to call you my wife, I've done all the waiting I can stand over the last 15 yrs. Be mine babe."

"Safaree..."

"Don't think about it. Just say yes. We are perfect for each other. We accept each other flaws and all, we can't spend more than a couple hours apart before we have to call each other or see each other. Baby this ain't no puppy love." I was now on both knees in front of the couch she was sitting on. "I'm done with the boyfriend title, I want to be your husband and say all those vows and mean it. I want to to be able to say I'm going home to my family and not I;m going over my girlfriends house. Please Onika. I've never been so serious about something in my life." I stopped and waited for a response. Nicki sat with a dazed look on her face. Safaree pulled a peach colored diamond ring from his pocket and presented it to her. "I'm asking again Nicki, will you be Mrs. Safaree Lloyd Samules?"

*[Runs around] OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. It just got real people. What is the verdict? What will Onika say? Will she let love take the lead or will she over think it and shut a coon down? I don't know. Come back and see on the next chapter of Bound To you. I want comments and predictions on this before y'all get the next chapter. I have a minimum number in my head that I need before I give it up. Better make sure ya peoples comment. :)*