Friday, May 11, 2012

Wedding Bells...

*Well we made it, here is what you guys haven't been waiting for. Enjoy.*


The downstairs of Nicki's home was lively for a Saturday morning. Today was her big day, she was getting married. Her mom and Safaree's mom were getting all the bridesmaids in the hair and make-up chairs. Martin was on the phone taking care of business. It looked like the scene from a movie, girls walking around have dressed talking, laughing and drinking mimosas.  It was only 9am so the mothers decided to let Nicki sleep in but it was about time for her to get up and start getting ready, she had to be at the church at noon. The triplets were in the upstairs hallway trying to figure out what they should do.

"Nana said leave her alone." Zaria pleaded.

"But he said to go talk to her." Daria reached for the doorknob but Ethan pushed her hand.

"We gonna get in trouble." Ethan whispered.

"Stop being a scaredy cat." Daria taunted.

"I am not."

"Come on then." she looked at him. Ethan knew he wasn't but he didn't want to be a scaredy cat.

"Okay." he agreed. Zaria had no choice she was going where ever they were at.

Daria twisted the doorknob and opened the door up. They all looked at the bed and seen a small lump in the bed buried under the plush comforter. The three tip toed over and used the foot stool to climb onto the bed.

"Where is she?" Zaria whispered to Daria, she just shrugged her shoulders.

"We should go back to our room." Ethan said looking at the lump.

Zaria found the edge of the comforter and pulled it back a little revealing her mothers face. She put her finger up to her mouth and "shh" the other two. She pulled it back enough where it would stay. They got a little closer and just stared at her not knowing what to do. Ethan moved a piece of her hair out of her face, he thought his mommy was the prettiest mommy in the world.

"Wake her up." Daria told Zaria.

"You do it." she snapped back.

All of a sudden Nicki grabbed them all and they screamed as loud as they could. Nicki laughed at them, she had been up when they opened the door. She began tickling them which sent them into a fit of giggles.

"What are you three up to?" She asked but they were still laughing. "Answer me." she hit them with her pillow.

"Mommy stop." Ethan giggled out.

"Mommy? Wait are these my children?" She picked Zaria up and stared at her hard. "Well you look like my baby girl." She picked up Ethan's leg and smelled his foot. "Yeah you smell like my Ethan." she acted like his foot stunk.

"Heyyy." He said pouting.

"Mommy's just playing. Give me my kisses you guys, I've missed you." They all tried to hug her at once.

"I seen you when I went to sleep." Daria said sitting in Nicki's lap.

"That was a whole 10 hours ago." Nicki kissed her cheek. "I love you guys, did you know that?"

"Yes." They answered.

"What were you three up to?" she ran her hand over Ethan's head.

"Nothing, we wanted to see you."

"Mommy I seen your dress." Zaria said smiling.

"You did? Is it as pretty as the day you saw it?" Zaria shook her head yes. "It is? Well then mommy is going to look pretty today then huh?"

"You always look pretty." Daria said.

"Aw thank you mommies baby."

"Mommy where is daddy?" Ethan asked.

Nicki didn't know what to tell him. She knew that Safaree had called and talked to the kids for the last two days but no one knew where he was at.

"He had to go away for a little while but he'll be back baby." was all she could come up with, she silently prayed that he would come back soon.

"Will he be at the wedding?" Zaria asked.

"Maybe." she said forcing a smile. "Let's watch some cartoons." She gave Ethan the remote. They settled in and watched Spongebob. Nicki heard her mothers voice in the hallway.

"I know they didn't go wake her up." the triplets looked at each other and slid down in the bed under the covers. Nicki looked at them and was about to ask them what was going on when her mom came in with a tray of food. "Are those three in here?" Nicki glanced at the bed and saw Zaria shake her head no.

"Um no haven't seen them, you lost my kids ma?" Nicki pointed at the bed and her mom put the tray on the nightstand.

"I guess I did, well I guess we will have to send all of Zaria's clothes and give Daria and Ethan's toys and balls to the homeless children." Mrs.Carol said.

Zaria was the first up out of the bed.

"Noooo not my clothes." She ran out the room with the other two hot on her trail.

"Oh they're they go." her mom said. Nicki laughed and put the tray over her legs.

"Is this mine?" she bit a piece of bacon.

"If it wasn't you sure don't care."

"Sure don't this is my house." She smiled. "Sit with me mommy." Her mom crawled in the bed and sat next to her.

"So how are you feeling baby?"

"I'm ready." She said stuffing her face.

"You don't sound excited."

"Ma please don't start, I'm excited." Nicki didn't want to hear her mouth this early in the morning.

"I'll leave it alone. I just want to see my baby happy." Mrs. Carol stared at her at she ate her food. "Well I got to get back down stairs, those girls will sit and drink all morning if you let them."

"Alright, if you wouldn't mind can you take this back. I'm about to get in the tub. Tell Terrence to be ready for me in a hour. And tell Lauren and Candi to bring the dress in here and hang it in my closet. Oh and-" Mama Carol cut her off.

"Onika I'm not your personal assistant." and with that she left. Nicki knew she would do what she asked. She went and started her bath water. While brushing her teeth she made a couple f mental notes to take of before she left for the honeymoon. She spit in the sink and turned off the sink. Disrobing she got in the hot water and soaked for a bit. She wanted to here from Safaree, she needed him to tell her everything would be okay. She felt tears falling down her cheek, they were quickly wiped away she was sick of crying. She washed her body and got out. Nicki went into the bedroom to dry off and lotion up.

Safaree
How could she love him more than me? I love her more than he ever could. She's supposed to be my fairy tale ending not his. We are supposed to get married and raise our kids as a complete family. Safaree stared at the ceiling in the same clothes he was wearing at the rehearsal dinner. He was at the Trump in a suite about two hours away from the church Nicki was getting married at. He wanted to see his kids but he knew he would have to see her and he didn't know if he could handle it. He knew Zaria and Daria would be just as beautiful as their mother in their flower girl dresses. And Ethan in his identical tux to Safaree's. He needed to talk to someone. His cell had died two days ago and he didn't have his charger so he used the hotel phone to call his mother. When she picked it sounded as if it was a party going on.

"Hello." she answered.

"Ma."

"Safaree is that you?"

"Yeah it's me."

"Hold on let me go to a different room." He heard the commotion fade. "Okay, baby where are you?"

"I'm fine mom. How are the kids?"

"You would know if you were here."

"Ma please don't start, how are they?"

"Nicki said they asked about you earlier and she didn't know what to tell them. You need to come here and talk out whatever is going on between you two."

"There is only one way this can be worked out and she's not willing to do it."

"Safaree if you are talking about the little affair you two have been having for the past two months I know about it and so does Carol."

"What? How did you find out?" he stood up shocked.

"Boy we are your mothers and the way you two acted around each other we knew something was up. It took us a minute to figure it out but we seen you two come out of the closet together fixing your clothes at one of the get togethers. But we're not talking about that, Safaree you love that girl. Get here and tell her before it's to late."

"Mom she doesn't love me back, she wants Damon and I'm not going to stand in her way."

"You and I both know that's bullshit. She loves you, you just to pig headed to see. Safaree she's scared to put her feelings out there for you first, you left her." she slightly yelled.

"And I regret ever doing it ma but she acts like she could care less about how I feel." Safaree yelled becoming angry that his mother was taking her side. "Why are you so concerned about her? You don't care that I'm hurt."

"Of course I care Safaree, I never want my baby boy hurting. But Nicki has been in my life a long time, she's like my daughter. I just want you both to be happy, baby come by the house." his mom pleaded. Safaree wasn't trying to hear that.

"Naw I'm good where I am ma. I'll just talk to you later, give my babies a kiss for me and tell them I love them. I love you mom." He hung up the phone.

Safaree went over the conversation with his mom in his head. His mom acted like he wasn't afraid to love her just like she supposedly afraid to love him. She put him through a lot, he had a reason for his actions three years ago. He went and got in the shower to relieve some of the tension in his body.

Damon

Damon sat in his hotel in uptown New York going over his vows. He was as nervous as a whore in the church house for a couple of reasons. He was scared about marrying Nicki and the fact that Martin had taken Nicki's financial records to an accountant. He hoped he had went back far enough and made changes to where they didn't find the fraud. He loved Nicki and didn't want to go through with his plan but he was in to deep now, he had to finish it. He sat staring at the diamond wedding band he was going to slip on her finger in a couple of hours. He needed his best friend there with him but he knew that couldn't happen.

Nicki
She sat in the chair while Day put the finishing touches on her make-up, she kept fidgeting in her seat. Nicki had a feeling that something was going to happen today. Her imagination was getting the best of her, she took a deep breath while Day stroked her cheek with a brush. She had just gotten a text from Damon saying that Phil wouldn't be able to make it because he had to fly back to Kentucky for an emergency. This annoyed Nicki because he was supposed to be paired with Lauren and now she had no one. Terrence was putting more pins in the bun on top of her head. When he was done he decided to wait to insert the flower on the side of the bun.

"Okay all done." Terrence said standing back looking at his work.

"Me too." said Day. "Take a look." Day handed her a mirror.

Nicki stared at her reflection and marveled at the great job the two had done.

"Thanks you guys, you're the best team ever. I guess it's time for the dress, Lauren can you get it for me?" Lauren went and brought the dress out the closet. Terrence and Day packed up their things and left out so she could get dressed, Lauren stayed to help her.

Nicki disrobed and stepped into her dress, Lauren zipped it in the back. Both went to adjusting and making sure it looked right on her. Nicki kept fixing her breast in the dress, she didn't want a malfunction to happen on her way down the aisle in the church.

"How do I look?" Nicki turned to Lauren.

"You look amazing."

"Is my hair and everything still fine? Did I get make-up on the dress?" Lauren held her friends hand.

"Everything is fine, calm down." She smiled at Nicki. "Just worry about getting down that aisle." Nicki took a deep breath.

"Lauren I'm scared." Nicki confessed.

"All brides get nervous, it's natural." There was a knock at the door then Mrs. Carol appeared.

"Are you almost ready Nicki?"

"Yes ma'am. Are the kids dressed?"

"Yes they are taken care of and sitting on the couch like the good children they are. And you better hurry up, Z-bear is having a fit."

"Why?"

"She wants to see you in the dress." Nicki smiled.

"Tell her I'll be down in five minutes."

"Okay baby." her mom hugged her. "You look beautiful."

"Thank you mom." she left the room. "Lauren can you go get T and tell him to come put the flower in my hair so we can leave?"

"Sure."

Nicki sat on her bed taking the little time she had to clear her mind. She kept hearing all the negative stuff people have said about her and the marriage. She just wanted peace in her life and she felt like she would get that today at the alter. Terrence cam in the room.

"Can you do me a favor?" Nicki asked as he grabbed the flower.

"Depends."

"Can you stand in for Phil as Damon's best man so it will be even." Terrence looked at the distress on her face.

"It would be my honor to be in the Queens wedding." He said smiling.

"Thank you T, what would I do without you?"

"Wearing that same crimped black and pink hair." they laughed together.

Hour & Half Later

Nicki stood at the back of the church as Carla prepped the wedding party. She was fixing a couple strands of Daria's hair. The kids were jittery and Nicki was getting agitated because they were never like this. On the way over to the church it was like they're whole mood changed. Ethan started screaming he wanted his daddy, Daria was trying to come out of her dress claiming it was itchy, and Zaria just had a really bad attitude. Nicki needed Safaree but as usual he had ran like a little boy when things didn't go his way.

"Alright people, get in order. We are about to begin, Nicki can you get the children under control?" Carla asked then whispered something in her mic.

"I'm trying." Nicki knelt down in front the triplet's. "Okay you guy's you have to behave and be the angels mommy knows you can be. Ethan here's your pillow, please don't drop it baby. You two remember to stay together."

"I don't want to do it no more mommy." Ethan said trying to give her back the pillow.

"Please don't do this to mommy Ethan, I need you to be a big boy."

"Where's daddy?" He whined.

"I don't know Ethan." She snapped at him and regretted it immediately as she seen his eyes water. It wasn't his fault. She pulled him to her and hugged him. "I'm sorry baby but can you please do this for mommy?" She felt him shake his head yes. "Thank you." she stood him up straight and fixed his tux. "Are you okay girls?" she grabbed each of their hands.

"Yes mommy." Daria said.

"Nicki are we ready?" Carla asked.

"Yes." She stood up and put the kids in front of her. "We can start." Nicki moved back to the side so that no one would see her before time.

"And cue music." Carla whispered into the mic.

The music began and the doors opened and the processional started with Iesha and Rex leading. Nicki watched as one by one her friends disappeared into the sanctuary. Next thing she knew Ethan was up next to enter, he looked back at her terrified of all the people inside the church. Nicki gave him a thumbs up and he began walking. Carla cued the girls to start walking when Ethan made it half way down the aisle. When they began the doors closed so she could get into position. Nicki inhaled and took the bouquet from Carla.

"This is what we worked for, let's do this." Nicki whispered to herself then nodded to Carla.

"Cue music."

When the guest heard the Wedding March play that all stood and the doors opened revealing Nicki. She began moving down the aisle looking over all the faces, some she knew, some she would get to know. She looked ahead at Damon who was smiling big, Nicki smiled back. She made it to the alter and he helped her step up. She got herself situated then gave the preacher the go ahead.

"Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here in the sight of God and in the presence of these witnesses, to join Damon and Onika in holy matrimony, which is an honorable estate, instituted of God in the time of man's innocence, signifying to us the mystical union which is between Christ and His Church. Which holy estate Christ adorned and beautified with His presence at the first miracle which He wrought in Cana of Galilee; and is commended of the Apostle Paul to be honorable among all men, and is therefore not to be entered into lightly or inadvisable, but reverently, discreetly, and in the fear of God. Into which holy estate Damon and Onika come now to be joined and to unite two hearts and lives, blending all interest, sympathies, and hopes. I charge and entreat you, therefore, in entering upon and sustaining this hallowed union, to seek the favor and blessing of Him whose favor is life, whose blessing make the rich and addeth no sorrow. Let us now seek His blessing." Preacher Turner began praying.

"And let the church say Amen."

"Amen." everyone said in unison.

Nicki and Damon looked at each other, Damon gave her a wink and gave his focus back to the preacher.

"If anyone objects to this marriage, speak now or forever hold your peace." The preacher asked. He waited a minute or so. "Okay we-"

"I object." Came from four different areas of the church. Mrs. Carol, Mrs. Davenport, Some man in shades that no one could make out, and the last from Safaree at the back of the church.

Nicki turned around to look at all of them but locked eyes with Safaree. Martin was helping him tuck in his shirt and getting him into his suit jacket. Safaree called Martin and told him what he needed to do and Martin was more than happy to help. Safaree did 100 on the highway getting to the church.

"What?" Damon asked.

"Well I've never had this happen before. Well what's the reasoning, Mrs. Carol." Nicki broke from Safaree's gaze and looked her mother in the eye.

"Onika you're my only daughter and I've let you make your mistakes so you can learn from them but this marriage I feel is a mistake and I can't let you do it. You don't love this man and you never will love him the way you are supposed to love your husband. I can't say I know where your heart resides that only you can say. Marriage is a forever commitment, are you sure you can make that to him?" Nicki looked over at Damon who had a baffled look on his face then back to her mom. "That's it, I've said my peace. It is now up to you baby." Mrs. Carol said.

"Son?" The preacher was gesturing towards Safaree. "What's your reason?"

"I love her." the crowd began to gasp and whisper to each other.

"What the hell Safaree?" Damon yelled walking towards Safaree with clenched fist but Rex, Wayne, and Baby stood in front of him letting him know it would be none of that.

"I'm sorry Damon." He looked around at all the eyes on him, it was now or never. "Nicki you're supposed to be mine wife not his. And I won't sit back and watch him take the only woman besides my mother who has ever just loved me for me, no judgment. We have always been there for each other. I can't imagine my life without you, ever since we were kids I saw you in my future as old people together." he walked up to her. "I need you and I know you need me. No more running away from our problems, I'll stay until we have an understanding. I love you and I can't see myself without you Onika. I know whatever you need I can do for you. I can be all the man you need baby please don't marry him, I'm the one you want the one you need." Safaree grabbed her hand. "Baby please. I can't guarantee I won't ever hurt you because I'm not perfect but I can promise I will spend everyday after trying to make it up to you. Just give me a chance Nicki."

Nicki had tears coming down her cheek, she had never seen him this vulnerable  in front of so many people. Nicki wiped the one tear that managed to escape his ducts. She began to speak but was cut off.

"Well that's cute and everything but can i give my reason." the man with the shades on said.

Damon's head snapped in his direction quickly. Nicki looked at the, his voice sounded familiar but she couldn't place it. Everyone turned and gave him the attention he asked for.

"And who are you sir?" the preacher asked.

"Phil." Nicki said confused. She thought Damon said he couldn't make it. He smirked at her.

"I'm Phil, Damon's best friend and Lover." The church was once again filled with gasps and whispers. Damon's eyes grew wide.

Nicki stood in shock at Phil's confession, she had a blank expression on her face. She never put two and two together, neither seemed liked the type.

"His..his what?" Nicki asked.

"You heard me right his lover."

"Shut up Phil."

"NO Damon! That's the reason your in this mess your in now, marrying some girl you don't love." Phil shouted. Damon looked at Nicki but she wouldn't look at him.

"I love her."

"That's the problem. You were never supposed to catch feelings, you were supposed to stick to the plan."

"Plan?" Nicki and Safaree said looking at Damon.

"I didn't want to do it anymore but he blackmailed me, you were never supposed to find out Nicki."

"What plan Damon?" Nicki yelled. Damon just looked at the ground.

"You're so pathetic." Phil said with disgust. "The plan was for him to marry you, embezzle money and leave you after six months. But he started carrying for you, so it took us a minute but we got the money."

"The $500,000." Nicki said out loud. "How could you?" She asked Damon. "How long have you been sleeping with him?"

"Since college. When he met you we were going through a rough patch, and you just wouldn't go away. But you didn't have what it took to please him and that's when he came crawling back to my bed." Nicki felt sick.

"Oh my God, you've slept with me and him. Do you have something?" She looked at Damon.

"No Nicki." Damon shook his head

"You sick bastard." Safaree ran towards him but was held back by Wayne, and Mack.

Nicki fell to her knees crying. She felt sick to her stomach, the possibility of her having HIV or AIDS made her stomach churn. She looked up and the whole church was staring at her, she felt like a goldfish in a fish bowl.

"Safaree." She said barely above a whisper. Safaree was still trying to get to Damon. "Safaree. Safaree. Safaree." She yelled his name finally getting his attention. "Get me out of here." Safaree went and picked her up and walked swiftly to the back of the church and out the doors. He found a room and took Nicki inside it locking them in. He stood her up and she began pacing. "I'm hot Safaree." She start pulling at the the necklace around her neck, she ripped it off. "Safaree get the dress of me please." She was crying hysterically at this point. Safaree searched for the zipper when he found it it only went down a fraction of the way.

"It's stuck."

"Rip it." She yelled out. Safaree grabbed each side and tore the dress apart. Nicki hurriedly got out of it and knelt down holding herself. Safaree was trying to process all that happened. Someone began pounding on the door.

"Nicki I need to talk to you." Damon yelled out. Safaree became angry and charged the door.

"Safaree please...no." he stopped in his tracks. "Hold me please." he went back and picked her up and sat on the couch holding her tight. "What if I have-"

"Shhh, don't worry. We'll go get tested together, you're not alone baby. I need you to calm yourself." He kissed her forehead. They sat there blocking out all the commotion going on on the other side of the door. Neither knew what would happen from here on out but both knew they couldn't be without the other.

*Soooo, what did you think? Did I do good? Should I continue or leave it here? I really need you to comment and give me your thoughts, no half ass comments please. Some of you alluded to what you thought he was hiding, which pissed me off! lmao The preachers part in the wedding we all know I didn't write, so no smart comments about it. lol Anywho, I hope I didn't disappoint you guys. DO NOT SPEAK ABOUT THIS CHAPTER ON THE TL. Well until next time maybe, Smooches*

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Road to the Wedding Part.3...

*Not much to say. Enjoy, don't kill me. I can finally stop stressing. Excuse any spelling errors. Okay GO!*
Continued...
Damon looks from Nicki to Shante wondering where the tension is coming from since he has never met Shante before. He breaks the silence introducing himself since neither Nicki nor Safaree seemed to do so. Nicki was giving Safaree and evil glare while he just smiled at her smugly.

"Hi I'm Damon, Nicki's Fiance." He extended his hand.

"Hello I'm Shante, I'm-"

"Nobody important." Nicki cut her off grabbing Damon's extended hand. "Come on baby let's go bless the food and eat." Nicki plastered a big smile on her face and walked off with Damon.

"Uh it was nice meeting you Shante." Damon said while being pulled away. "Babe what was all that about. why were you rude to that girl?"

"Why do you care?"

"Look I don't want to fight with you okay. I just want you to be happy today that's all." Damon kissed her cheek. Nicki sighed.

"I know you do baby, I'm sorry for snapping on you baby."

The pair went to the head table and prayed over the food and then everyone went to make plates. Everyone was eating and joking around. Nicki became more and more annoyed by Shante as the night progressed. Shante was being extra in Nicki's eyes,  touching on Safaree unnecessarily, speaking when her two cents was clearly not needed, and laughing obnoxiously. Nicki was over both of them and was two seconds away from screaming at them to get out. Nicki's little brother came over and started speaking with her taking her mind off the two odd balls in the room. Damon whispered in Nicki's ear then went  outside to take a phone call.

"Why do you keep blowing up my phone?"

"You keep ignoring me that's why. Why haven't you come to see me?" Said the voice on the other end.

"I'm busy with my wedding that's why. I got you your money, now just give me time."

"I just want to see you Damon and know that you're alright, I miss you." Damon ran his hand over his face.

"I know you miss me, I miss you too. You have to give me time so I can work somethings out then I'll be back to see you."

"Let me come to the wedding on Saturday, she did send me an invitation."

"No! Do not come here. How would that look my Wife and my lover at my wedding. I won't disrespect her like that."

"You're already disrespecting her every time you come down and fuck me. She can't make you feel like I can."

"Please stop. We'll be together, just be patient."

"Okay. I don't me to stress you out, it's just I was here first and she's all in my territory."

"This was your idea so don't get in  your feelings."

"I know it was my idea. I just wish it was me walking down the aisle instead of that bitch."

"Why are you so mean towards her? She has been nothing but nice to you. I'm starting to regret everything, she doesn't deserve this."

"Don't grow a heart and conscious now. Get the rest of the money and when six months is up divorce her and get back to me." Damon peeped back in the part room and seen Nicki. She looked like she was ready to snap.

"Look I gotta go. I'll call you don't call me no more." Damon hung up. And went back into the room and sat by Nicki.

"Is everything okay?" She asked.

"Everything is just fine." He kissed her forehead.

Nicki watched her and Damon's family tear up the dance floor to One Nation Under a Groove by Bootsy Collins. She loved seeing her family happy. She was happy until she seen Shante and Safaree dancing.

"Come on baby lets go dance." Nicki grabbed Damon's hand.

"Baby you don't dance." He laughed. She glared at him.

"Then be a good future husband and teach me." She said.

"Alright, let's go."

They merged on to the dance floor with everyone else. Nicki tried her best to keep up with Damon and not look like a fool. She tried mirroring his moves but it just didn't work so she went to her go to move which was just rolling her body. Nicki figured she couldn't mess that up to bad. All of a sudden she collided with another, she turned around to apologize but when she seen it was Shante she just turned around and continued dancing. Shante wasn't letting it go and tapped Nicki on her shoulder.

"Um next time you bump into somebody you need to say excuse me." Shante turned back around. Safaree prayed Nicki had learned to hold her peace but when he seen her turn around he knew shit was about to hit the fan.

"You bumped into me at my party sweetie so you need to be the one thanking me for not beating your ass." Nicki whipped her head around hitting Shante in the face with her blond lace front.

"Just let it go Shante." Safaree said.

"You need to listen to the fool." Nicki yelled over her shoulder now dancing with Damon again.

"Is everything okay?" Damon mouthed to Nicki. she shook her head yes and kept dancing.

"I don't know who the hell you think you are but I'm not one to kiss anybody ass. You bumped into me and I deserve an apology." Shante slightly pushed Nicki's shoulder. Nicki stumbled forward a little bit because of her heels. Nicki turned around with a right hook waiting for Shante's left jaw but all she met was Safaree's chest.

"Not today." he said. But Nicki was still trying to get to her. The party had stopped and everyone was looking at the what was going on.

"Safaree let me take her up to the room."

"Naw I got this. Me and her need to talk." Safaree picked her up fireman style over his shoulder carrying her out the room still trying to get back and fight Shante.

"What's going on here?" Safaree's mom asked.

"She just mad because Safaree wants me and not her.

"Girl don't be stupid. You see who he is trying to calm down. He didn't want you four years ago and he doesn't want you now. You should go before your little feelings get hurt again. Nina, Lauren, Candi. please escort this young lady out.

"Gladly." Nina said.

"Well let's go." Lauren pushed the girl. Shante squealed from once again being embarrassed by Nicki.

Meanwhile Safaree was looking for someplace to talk to Nicki that was private. He went down the hall Checking random doors while Nicki beat his back telling him to put her down. Safaree jiggled the handle to the last door on the right and it opened. He walked in and turned on the light, it was the janitors closet. He went in and closed the door putting Nicki down.

"What the hell was that?" He asked.

"Bitch pushes me and you ask me that question? Move Safaree." She tried to move passed him but he nudged her back.

"Why have you been acting so petty lately?" Nicki's eyes widen.

"Me acting petty? You brought that trick to my rehearsal dinner knowing I don't like her, if that ain't some petty shit I don't know what is. Move Safaree."

"No."

"What do you want from me?"

"I want to talk. I want to finish us and be clear on where we stand. I want you to tell me you don't love me."

"Let me go Safaree." She made it to the door but he pushed it closed, pushing her her into the door. He moved her hair away from her neck and put his face there. "Safaree please."

"Please what Nicki? Tell me what you want and what you don't want." He kissed her cheek then her neck. She tried her best not to but a moan escaped her lips. She turned with her back to the door and stared at him. She ran her hand over his cheek. "Tell me what you want, please?"

Nicki didn't know what she wanted, that was the problem. She pulled him into a tight hug, she couldn't tell him what he wanted.

"I want to marry Damon." She whispered in his ear. He pulled away from her with a hurt expression on his face. "I will always love you Safaree, you're my best friend." She grabbed his hands but he snatched away.

"Leave."

"Please be happy for me." She was crying.

"I'm happy. Don't I look happy?" He put on smile. "Go back to your party Nicki." He opened the door for her and Damon was there with a scowl on his face.

"Damon." Nicki said caught off guard by him.

"What the hell is going on between you two?" Damon asked.

"What do you mean Damon?"

"Don't play dumb with me Onika. You know what I mean. Every time I try and comfort you I can't because he's already doing it. You never come to me for your problems you always go to him. You don't treat me like your future husband. Tell me what's going on."

"Nothing baby."

"I heard you moaning in here so don't tell me it's nothing."

"I don't know what you heard but you didn't hear that. Tell him Safaree." Nicki's eyes were pleading with him not to act of anger and spill.

"Well Safaree is that what I heard? Were you making my fiance moan?" Damon clenched his fists.

Safaree had to grin at that question. He wanted to say not only have i made her moan but I've made her scream out my name countless times as she came all over my dick. I've had her all over that room you share and at times used your body wash to shower with. But he looked at her and couldn't do that to her.

"Naw that's not what you heard at all. I was just trying to get her to calm down, she was crying because she was embarrassed by the way she acted in front of your family."

"See, now will you calm down please." Nicki just wanted to keep peace between the two. "I need to finish talking to Safaree so can we have a moment."

"No we are done talking you can go."

"Safaree please, we need to figure out where we stand remember?"

"Naw I see where we stand Nic. Everything is all good. I'm bout to head out, I'll go up and say goodbye to the kids then I'm out. Have a nice night." Safaree brushed passed both of them and got on the elevator.

"Nicki I'm sorry for assuming things it's just You won't ever let me be there for you and it's frustrating. I know he is your best friend but you did used to date him so it's just weird to me i guess? Can you forgive me?" Nicki just shook her head yes.

"I'm going to go to the bathroom I'll meet you back in the part okay?"

"Alright, you sure you don't want me to wait on you?"

"No I'm good but thanks." She walked off down the hall and found the restroom. She pulled her Blackberry from her pocket and dialed Safaree. He picked up.

"What Nicki?"

"Please don't be out there driving that car crazy."

"Why are you so worried about me? Go get married and stop thinking about me."

"Safaree please, I need you here for me."

"Well I don't see that happening."

"What does that mean?"

"It means I won't be at your wedding. Get the fuck off my phone Nicki." He hung up. She tried calling back but it just rang and eventually it just went straight to voicemail. She broke down crying at the bathroom counter. She heard the door open but couldn't see who it was through her tears.

"Nicki what's wrong." it was Nina. She had Candi, and Lauren with her.

"Where is Safaree?" Candi asked.

"He left. He said he's not coming to my wedding. He hates me."

"He doesn't hate you. What happen between you two?" Nina asked.

"Long story, we'll fill you in later." Lauren said. "Come on Nicki we will take you up to my room so you can get yourself together." Nicki held on to Nina as the made there way upstairs.

Next Day

Nicki still hadn't heard from Safaree which was killing her. She hadn't gotten any sleep at all because she was up worried about him and she was going over her finance book and things weren't adding up. She had all the receipts Carla had given her but things still were off. She was getting pissed because she had never been careless and let her money be unaccounted for. She figured she needed to go further back in the books and see if she made the mistake there. Damon entered her study.

"Baby you haven't been to sleep yet come get in the bed and relax with me."

"I can't, something is wrong and I have to figure it out." Damon looked to see what she was staring at. He panicked.

"Nicki you really need to sleep."

"Damon I said no."

"If it was Safaree telling you to do it you wouldn't protest." She took off her glasses and stared at him.

"Please don't start with 'If it was Safaree' today? I said I'm not going and that's that."

"Damn it Nicki. For once can you just please do what I ask?" he yelled. "Put the book up and go lay down."

Nicki gave up she didn't feel like arguing today. She took her book and walked out leaving him standing there. Damon wanted her to leave the book not take it. He went to go see if she went to the bedroom, when he got in there she was on the phone with Martin.

"No I've gone over and over the records. Everything matches up but my account is $500,000 dollars short Martin."

"Listen Nicki I will take all of your records to an accountant and get this sorted out."

"Martin you know I don't trust them, they might mess up."

"Like you did?" She got quiet. "Listen it can't hurt to have a fresh pair of eyes look at the records. Nicki get some rest."

"Have you heard from Safaree?" She asked.

"No but as soon as I do you will be the first person I call. Now get some rest boss, you get married in two days."

"Alright, call me if the accountant has any questions. And get a Japanese one they're good with numbers." Martin laughed.

"Okay now go to sleep." She hung up and put her book in her nightstand.

Damon watched her as she did everything but lay down. She fiddled with her phone, channel surfed, and got on her laptop.

"So you are just not do what I asked?" he asked annoyed. She didn't even look up.

"You told me to relax and that's what I'm doing. I'm not tired." She said through a yawn.

"Yeah okay." he said sarcastically.

"Damon either get in the bed and lay with me or get out." he sighed and went and got in the bed.

@NICKIMINAJ
Stressed is not even the word Barbz.

She watched her timeline move at a rapid pace. She hadn't tweeted in about a week, she hadn't went that long since 2012 when she deactivated.

@NICKIMINAJ
Thanks babe! --> RT @Lu_NERD_tic *Pours you a glass of wine* Relax HB, everything will be fine.

@NICKIMINAJ
:"( RT @SaveMeBarb Where is Safaree to calm you HB?

@NICKIMINAJ
Gotta go Barbz. Love you always. *Kisses each of you*

Nicki Closed her laptop and laid against Damon. She watched Celebrity Apprentice until she dozed off.

*Okay so I know this isn't long but I told you guys they wouldn't be. I also have a forum for you guys to go to and talk about each chapter. ----> http://marthasstories.freeforums.org/road-to-the-wedding-part-3-t4.html <----- So you can go here and discuss until your heart is content! Also Thank @flymuthaphunker bc she helped me set it up bc I had no clue what to do. lmao Okay 50 comments, don't complain bc it's never hard for you guys to get there. I love you guys and thank you for all your feedback and support! WEDDING ON DECK! Smooches*

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Road To the Wedding Part.2....

*Omg Wasn't Nicki the cutest thing in the Pepsi commercial? Anywho, Here you go you guys. There will be one more Road To the Wedding. I hope you guys enjoy.*


Nicki sat by the window watching the snow that fell last night melt away from the rays of the sun. She woke up to an empty house, Safaree came and picked up the kids for daycare before she awakened. Nicki was left alone with nothing but her thoughts and all she could think about was Safaree. She couldn't stop replaying in her head one thing he he said to her yesterday, "You couldn't have possibly thought I wouldn't catch feelings...", did that mean he does have feelings for me? She thought to herself.

Nicki walked into the kitchen and poured her some more tea, her throat was becoming sore and she could not afford to become sick. She had to much to do and so little time. Nicki went to get ready before the wedding planner got to her house. Today she was to sign off on the flower selection for the reception, the food, and the cake. Nicki wished she didn't have to do this alone but she was playing the hand she was dealt. An hour and a half later Nicki was sitting in her front room with papers surrounding her for her to sign.

"Carla make sure to tell the chef that my chicken better not be dry." Nicki signed off on the menu.

"I will make sure to relay that message. Now we agree on the yellow and white roses?"

"Yes. You still have that credit card I gave you?" Nicki asked.

"Yes and here are your receipts from my previous purchases for you."

"Thank you my darling."

"If there is nothing else to discuss my work here is done."

"Alright, well I'll talk to you later. You know if any problems arise call me no matter the time."

"Yes I know. Goodbye Nicki." Carla let herself out.

Nicki went and poured her a glass of wine. She sat down on the couch with the throw blanket over her legs. Mentally she went over all the things she had to do as far as work. She had to go and work on her fight choreography. The stunt coordinator was convinced to come to her instead of her going to him. She couldn't stomach leaving her children for a whole month. She sipped her wine and let it warm her body. The house phone rang.

"Hello."

"Hi Ms. Maraj?"

"Yes this is her."

"Hi this is Cindy down at Wilson's Daycare." Nicki sat her glass down.

"Hi Cindy. Is everything alright?"

"There was an incident between Zaria and another child in her class. We need you to come and pick her up."

"I'll be there." Nicki hung up the phone. She quickly put on her heels, coat, grabbed her keys and purse. She was out the door within five minutes.

When Nicki pulled up she seen Safaree locking his car. They walked into the school together both wondering what Zaria could have done. Walking into the main office they spotted Zaria sitting in a chair giving another little girl a death glare. When they seen it was Lucy they knew what was up. Nicki heard Karen ranting coming down the hall. Safaree seen that Nicki was getting amped so he moved in between her and the door. Karen came through the door with the principle. She looked at Lucy's shirt and saw the now drying blood and got even more loud. Nicki sat her coat and purse next to Zaria.

"You okay baby?" Nicki asked Zaria never taking her eyes off Karen.

"Yes." Zaria never took her eyes off Lucy.

"Mrs. Riley what happen?" Safaree asked picking up Zaria.

"It seems that Zaria and Lucy had a fight."

"More like your child attacked my poor daughter." Mrs. Dorsy said.

Zaria squirmed in Safaree's arms.

"Don't act like your daughter is so innocent. She's been picking on Zaria for the longest, finally she had enough and did something about it."

Safaree walked up to her and whispered in her ear.

"Calm down." he said.

"Actually the kids say that Lucy was not bothering Zaria." Mrs. Riley

"See! You need to teach your kids some manners and how to behave." Karen spat out.

"She was actually picking on Daria." Mrs. Riley knocked Mrs. Dorsy of her high horse.

"I knew it. My kids don't fight unless they have a reason." Nicki spat lunging towards Karen. Safaree pushed her back.

"It seems Lucy and a group of girls were making fun of Daria's Dyslexia and that's when Zaria jumped on Lucy and repeatedly punched her in the face until she was pulled away by one of the staff. Now we are going to have to send Zaria home for two days."

"What? You see she was provoked." Nicki said getting angry.

"No Daria was provoked. Zaria had nothing to do with what was happening."

"So she's being punished for defending her sister?"

"Violence will not be tolerated here at Wilson's."

"So Lucy will be getting the same punishment we assume?" Safaree asked.

"She will be sent home for the rest of the day and she has to write an apology to Daria."

"Zaria gets suspended but she has to write some Bull-"

"Nicki!" Safaree cut her off.

Nicki put her coat on and grabbed her purse.

"Give me my baby." She took Zaria from him. "Can I go get her things?" she asked walking out of the office not waiting for a reply.

"I'm sorry we had to meet again under these circumstances Mr. Samules." Mrs. Riley said.

"Yeah me too." Safaree walked out the office as well.

He walked down the hall to the kids classroom and seen Nicki talking to Daria and Ethan outside the door.

"Mommy will be back to pick you up at the end of the day."

"I want to go home too mommy." Daria said.

"No baby. You have to stay here and learn some more so you can come home and teach mommy some stuff." Nicki kissed her forehead.

"Daddy can I have a dollar." Ethan walked up to Safaree.

"Why?"

"Cause..." Ethan tried to think of a reason.

"Boy no. You don't need a dollar." He picked him up and turned him upside down. "You been being good?"

"Yes." Ethan giggled.

"Why didn't you help your sister when she was laying hands?"

"I can't hit girls."

"That's right and you better always remember that." Safaree put him down as Mrs. Jones came out of the classroom with work for Zaria to do at home.

"Alright here are her spelling words she needs to know for Friday and some math problems as well." She handed them to Nicki. "Again Ms. Maraj I'm sorry about this."

"Yeah me too." Nicki rolled up the papers and stuck them in her purse. "Alright you two get back to class and make mommy proud."

"Bye mommy, bye daddy." They said as they went back in the room.

Safaree and Nicki walk out with Zaria. Nicki strapped her in her seat and close the door getting in herself. She was beyond mad at this situation.

Baby Daddy
I'll meet you at your house

She didn't respond, just took off towards the highway.

"I'm sorry mommy." She heard some from the back seat. Nicki looked through her rear view mirror.

"Why baby?"

"For fighting." Zaria looked near tears.

"Well Z fighting is never the answer and you know that. You stood up for your sister and there is nothing wrong with that. Don't feel bad baby you're not in trouble." Nicki took the off ramp. Safaree was right behind her.

Opening the door to the house everyone stepped in and stomped the snow off their boots. Zaria sat on the oak bench and took off her boots handing them to Safaree.

"What am I supposed to do with these?" he asked.

"Put them up." She took Nickis hand. "Mommy can we have lunch."

"You didn't eat at school?"

"I was gonna but then Lucy started messing with Daria and I beat her up." Nicki and Safaree started laughing.

"Oh so you beat her up?" Nicki asked sitting Zaria on the stool at the island.

"Yep."

Safaree turned Zaria around and started checking her for scratches or bruises. He stood her up and pulled down her leggings and check her legs.

"Is she okay?" Nicki asked putting the bread on the griddle to make them grilled cheese sandwiches. She had the tomato soup on the stove heating up.

"Yeah she doesn't have any marks." He pulled her leggings back up. "Way to go slugger." He held his hand out and they slapped fives.

"Don't encourage her Safaree, she was wrong for fighting." She said sternly.

"She knows she's not supposed to be fighting." Safaree picked her up by the front of her shirt and put her above him in the air. "You bet not let me hear you've been fighting anymore. You got it?"

"Yes." She said smiling and giggling.

"See she knows." He said looking at Nicki. "You're to pretty to be fighting." He put Zaria down.

Nicki just shook her head and went back to the grilled cheese. Safaree sat next to Zaria and began to talk to her about what she wanted for her birthday next month.

"Z-Bear do you want water or apple juice?"

"Water." she answered then went back to explaining the bike she wanted.

"You know you have to call Nana and Granny and tell them what happened." Nicki said plating a sandwich and pouring soup in a bowl.

Zaria stopped talking and looked at the back of Nicki. When Nicki turned around with her food they locked eyes.

"Can you tell them pwease?" She asked.

"Nope don't start that 'pwease' talk, you can speak correctly and no you have to tell them." Nicki sat her food down and went back to make another plate. "Do you want food?" she yelled out to Safaree.

"Are you going to throw it at me this time?" He asked. Nicki smiled and took him his food sitting it gently in front of him.

"Is that better?"

"Very, thanks." Nicki rolled her eyes at him and went to sit in her study.

Thirty minutes later Safaree had did some math problems with Zaria until she became sleepy. He put her down for a nap and went to go find Nicki. When he stepped in the study he seen her standing by the window crying. He walked up to her and pulled her into his arms. She held him tight.

"Daria will be fine Nicki."

"I told you what would happen. My baby shouldn't have to go through this." she sobbed.

"Everything will be okay, she will beat this. She is already making progress."

"What's going on here? Nicki why are crying?" They both looked at the doorway to see Damon standing there.

"Oh hey babe." Nicki pulled away from Safaree ticking him off. For those few moments his world felt right with her in his arms then Damon brought him back to reality.

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, we'll talk about it later." She said. Damon came and hugged her kissing her forehead.

Safaree stormed out of the room.

"What's his problem?" Damon asked.

"I don't know." Nicki lied. They heard the front door slam shut. "I'm going to call Carla and make sure everything is still going smoothly." She kissed him.

"Alright I'm going to the office. We'll talk later okay?"

"Sure." She sat behind her desk and watched him leave out. She pulled out her phone.

Baby Mama
Are you okay?

Baby Daddy
Don't txt me, worry about your future husband.

Baby Mama
:"(

Nicki went and got her Finance book to go over it.

Safaree POV
How could she still want to marry that clown? I'm the one she is supposed to be walking down the aisle to marry. I'm the one that loves her unconditionally and would do anything she wanted and needed.

Safaree's thoughts were going a mile a minute. He speed down the streets in his Lambo going 60 over the limit. He had no particular place he was headed he just wanted to drive and get all his thoughts together. Nicki seemed to be in all his thoughts which only made him more angry.

"Fine if she doesn't want me I won't sit around here sad over her ass. I'm not bad looking I can get anybody I want." Safaree slowed down and pulled out his cellphone. He went through his contacts and ran across a someone he hadn't talked to in awhile. He pushed talk.

Four Days later

Safaree went and picked up Daria after school from Nicki's house. When he got there the kids were doing homework so he had to wait around. Nicki tried talking to him but he just ignored her for the most part. Unless it was about the kids or business he felt they had nothing to talk about. When the kids were done he wrapped Daria up and they left.

"So what so you want to do today?"

"Um I don't know?" she said in a small voice.

Nicki told Safaree that Daria hadn't been her usual self since the incident at the school. She wasn't loud and outspoken like she usually was. She just stayed in her room with her dolls.

"What do you mean you don't? Think about all the stuff you want to do and we will pick one to do." He glanced at her through his rear view mirror. She was looking down at her fingers and sighed.

"Arcade I guess." she said softly.

"Okay then to the arcade we go."

Safaree drove for another 20 minutes or so then pulled into the Wacky Zone parking lot. He unfastened Daria and carried her in.

"So what do you want to play first?"

"Soccer." she said dryly and taking off her coat.

"Let's go get tokens, do you want to put the money in?" they walked over to the token machine.

"No, you can do it." She leaned against his leg.

He looked down at her thinking she was exactly like her mom. Whenever Nicki would have something on her mind she would mope around and be up under him. Well she used to, he thought. He shook his head freeing any thoughts of Nicki and got the tokens for them.

"Okay come on."

Daria played the soccer game the whole time. She worked up a sweat and everything. Safaree took it as her letting out her aggression about what was bothering her. He made her stop only when he noticed her breathing was becoming uneven. He gave her a puff of her inhaler.

"Come on baby girl let's go rest and eat. What do you want?" he asked as they sat down at their table.

"I want the fries with the chili on them."

"You trying to be like daddy now?" he tickled her. When they're waiter came he ordered a large chili fry with cheese and two lemonades. While they waited he figured he would start trying to get her to talk.

"So baby girl mommy says she thinks that you're sad?"

"I am." she laid her head on his side.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he sat her on his lap.

"The kids make fun of me. They call me names."

"Like what?"

"Dumb, stupid, we-tard." he tried not to laugh at her pronunciation of the word.

"Daria you are none of those words. You are very smart baby girl." The waiter came back with their fries. He sat her down so she could eat. "Can I tell you something?" She shook her head yes.

"I have dyslexia too." Safaree confessed.

Daria's eyes grew big when he said it. She chewed her fry fast.

"Really?"

"Yes. The kids used to call me those same names but I didn't let that stop me. I eventually learned how to read really good and you will too."

"But I don't have any friends no more. Nobody likes me, they think I'll give them what I have." She stuck another fry in her mouth.

"You have friends baby. Don't let what they say bother you, you will be reading better than them in no time. And you will be the smartest kid in the class and everyone will try and be your friend. Daddy has dyslexia and I'm pretty cool right?" he asked.

"Yeah." She sipped her lemonade getting chili all over the straw. "You have friends too." she said.

"Yeah  I do huh? So you will have friends. You can't let what the other kids say get to you Daria, remember that."

"Okay daddy." She smiled at him. Daria stood up and hugged him around his neck, kissing his cheek getting chili all on the side of his face. "I love you." She sat back down and continued eating.

"I love you to Daria." He wiped his face with a napkin. "So was that all you were sad about?"

"Yep."

"Alright well when we get done Daddy is going to show you how to play the basketball game okay?"

"Okay daddy."

Safaree was happy he could help her. He knew she would probably get sad again but at least she knew she wasn't the only one with the problem and could talk to him. He felt accomplished with their outing.

Rehearsal Dinner

Nicki and Damon were greeting their guest at the door of the room they rented at the hotel. Most in attendance were apart of the wedding party the rest just family. Nicki was happy to be done with the wedding rehearsal. She just wanted Saturday to come and go with out drama. Everyone seemed happy with everything so she was happy. She looked around and didn't see Safaree. He was at the church but said he had to go get something and would meet the wedding party there. It was about time to start eating and he was nowhere insight.

"You ready to bless the food and start eating?" Damon asked. She peeped out the door one last time and still no Safaree.

"Sure let's do it."

"He'll be here baby don't worry." He kissed her lips. They began to walk to the front when Nicki heard Safaree.

"I know y'all not about to start eating without me?"

Nicki turned around with the biggest smile but it soon vanished when she seen that Safaree had brought a girl with him. It wasn't just some random girl because she wouldn't be fuming mad like she was but Safaree knew she didn't like this girl.

"Shante." Nicki said just above a whisper.

"Hello Nicki." She smiled and waved.

TBC

*Well...yeah...Shit just got real. What do you think about Nicki and Safaree? What y'all think gone happen at this dinner? I personally know what EYE want to happen but Tell me your thoughts just for shits and giggles. Remember DO NOT TALK ABOUT THE STORY ON THE TL NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DON'T LIKE DAMON. That's all y'all ever talk about for people who supposedly don't like the man. Y'all BEEN A FAN! 50 comments. If you are not getting twitter notifications from me @ me and let me know. Hope you enjoyed!*